Saturday, February 04, 2006
In my life, i dun really see much gals cry in front of me b4... However, seeing them cry, does make me feel 'xin suan'.. Yest, i recieve a call.. From a fren.. She was crying.. I can feel the sadness in her.. The thousands question marks in her mind... The unlimited amount of 'whys' floating in her head.. She dunno wat to do really.. Neither do i noe wat to say so i wldnt hurt her further..
In my opinion, she's a very gd gf.. She gave all she can.. There's nothing she wldnt do for her bf if itz within her ability.. She love her bf very much.. Sacrificing so much that at times, she lost so much things.. She lost some of her good frens.. Make her relationship with her parents sour.. Sacrificing her time for him.. Going at all distance and lengths for him.. And wat did she derserve? A boot outta the guy's life...
I wondered... How many good guys or gals will cross our relationship paths in our lifes? Why issit that some ppl do not cherish wat they have? And when they lose it, they start regretting.. This is the funny nature of life..
Anyway, i wish this fren of mine well.. And hope she wldnt do anymore silly things 4 him anymore.. Juz wanna say he aint worth it.. There r so much betta things outside in this world..
Wooh.. Finally, i think i have finished getting all my CNY ang baos.. woof! This is the best yr i had... Maybe this yr i am extra hardworking? haha.. Alrite.. Nothing much happened this week... I will be starting work on monday.. wed and thurs gg back camp.. hehe.. Enjoying my life as a civilian so much!
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