Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Well friends.. 60 more days to ORD..2 more mths.. So near yet so far.. I simply cant wait for that day to come.. I really dread this place a lot..

Well, looking ard me.. Looking at my frens from other units who's gonna ord ard the same time as me..They all look so happy.. They look like they have completed their service even thier ord date is still mths away.. I look at my fucking army life..Fucking i felt like staying away from this fucking place. Itz so chaotic in here.. Full of evil people.. Full of ppl with grass growing in their brains.. Ppl with low IQ who thinks that he is very smart.. Ppl who noes no shit, trying to tell ppl wat to do.. Ppl who vowed to protect us, but i cant see any actions.. God dammit.. i feel so like saying my tots abt the things happening in camp on this blog.. But considering the fact that i am linked to Hendon Medical Center No.1 Blogsite, i decided nt to risk getting charge..

And in my personal life, itz been a roller coaster ride.. And the ups and downs juz keep coming.. I am afriad i cant take it anymore and puke anytime..(FYI: I suffer from motion sickness) Getting so much stress from NS, i wld have hope my personal life wld be good.. Juz when i need my life to be calm, all areas of my life juz seem to be turbulating..

Well, i tot of something when recent incidents happen to me..

Anger is like a pail of water.. When we flare our anger, itz juz like splashing the water out.. When this happen, some of the water mite juz wet some ppl.. Sometimes, a person mite get drenched if the person gets all the water.. Well, water does evaporate.. Ppl will get dry again.. But wat if the water is coloured? And stains were left behind? The worse thing is.... We can never retrieve this water we splashed out..

Hope u guys get what i mean..

Recent incidents made me tot of these few words.. And my tots of them..

1)Anger
It is the root to all troubles..

2)Compromise
It seemed to me that almost everyone has a 'kiasu' character.. They juz dun wanna lose.. They juz wanna win everything.. And hence, compromise is such an easy word, but such a difficult thing for ppl to do even they think itz so easy..

3)Tolerance
I realised that between ppl, alot unhappiness can be avoided if one is more tolerant.. It is the enemy of anger.. It brings happiness and harmony.. And trust me.. My tolerance level has improved a lot.. But it doesnt mean it wont wear out..

4)Harmony
It comes when compromise and tolerance work hand in hand..

Hmmm.. I decided to bury myself in work..(sth which i havent done in a long time).. So some ppl will juz shut their mouth.. And i will leave this place without guilt.. And oso to keep myself occupied so the the turbulance in my life wld calm down..

I rem my seniors said this when they r abt to ord.. I think u all are gonna suffer.. Well, let me say this to my juniors... Your are gonna suffer even more..

*grinz*

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-=[My wish]=-

Name      : RG
DOB       : 26 march 1984
Horoscope : Aries

Currently i am happily in love with this gal. 
She changed my mundane life. Bring back some colours 
back to my life, making me believe that life's fair again. 
I used to say, "A rainbow appears after every storm." 
I must thank god now that this rainbow has finally appear 
in my life. Juz wanna say, life's fair. Sometimes gd things 
are worth waiting.