Monday, January 02, 2006
Happy new year everyone.. 2005's gone.. 2006's here.. time flies.. i bet this must be on everyone's mind..Well.. i went to east coast to welcome the new yr.. Had a mini bbq with my baby and 2 of her frens.. I didnt really enjoy it.. Its not bcos that itz boring.. Its not bcos her frens are uninteresting ppl.. Itz juz tat i was be occupied with someting. In fact, the BBQ was quite fun.. Cos i did a lot of things i dun normally do.. Buy food from giant.. marinate the food.. chop the food.. wash the food.. set up the fire.. cook the food.. haha.. but well.. i didnt do this all alone.. most parts i did it with my baby.. I realised BBQ is nt juz abt eating afterall.. Itz interesting and fun.. but my mood wasnt there.. Like xmas, i tot abt hw i spent my last 5 nye.. It was always with the same grp of ppl.. Maybe i've grew so used to celebrating with them that it looks like a routine to me.. However, this routine was broken. nye was always the day which i am most looking forward to.. Like last yr, i volunteered to do xmas duty so i wont kena new yr. Maybe itz their company that made me love nye so much... This yr, something's juz missing
Well, did look through some of the blogs of theirs.. well.. seeing them still hanging ard and their bonding still so strong, i cant help it but thinks of the past.. incidents like this which i'm involved... and yupz its always saddening to find out that i am being omitted nowadays.. Whenever i see my baby and her frens talk abt the past, i wonder to myself.. who do i have to talk abt the past nw? Nvm.. enuff of bitching..
A fren of mine sent me this song.. though it dosent say wat is gg on, but itz reflects hw i feel..
Nickelback Lyrics - Photograph Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red? And what the hell is on Joey’s head? And This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we ever went without The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out And This is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must’ve done it half a dozen times I wonder if it’s too late Should I go back and try to graduate Life’s better now than it was back then If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in Oh oh oh Oh god I, I Every memory of looking out the back door I Had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it Time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it Time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Goodbyyyyeeee Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hanging out They said somebody went and burned down We used to listen to the radio And sing along with every song we’d know We said someday we’d find out how it feels To sing to more than just the steering wheel Kim’s the first girl I kissed I was so nervous that I nearly missed She’s had a couple of kids since then I haven’t seen her since God knows when Oh oh oh Oh god I, I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it Time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it Time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye I miss that town I miss the faces You can't erase You can't replace it I miss that town I can't believe it So hard to stay Too hard to leave it If I could relive those days I know the one thing that would never change Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It’s hard to say it Time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it It’s time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh Every time I do it makes me.
Well.. i decide to change this song.. into my own version..
Looking at these photographs
Everytime i do, it makes me laugh
How did my eyes get so red
And wat the hell is on Ow's mind?
Purmei is where i grew up
I dunno who fixed this place up
I never knew i would meet them here
The affinity is hard to sneak away..
The court is where i met them.
Most of the times we will still meet there
My records say we've met there many times
But we must have done it a hundred times
I wonder if itz too late
Should i go back and try to salvage
Life's better now than it was back then
If i was them, i wldnt let me in
Every memory of looking out at the window
I had the image of us happily together at the court
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of looking at the hillock,
I had the image of us sharing our down times at the altar
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Goodbyyyyeeee..
Remember the RC
Splash every single drop of water we found
The commitee hated us there
They said someone went to flood the RC down
We used to go to the KTV
And sing along with every song we'd know
We said someday we'd find our love one
To go out happily together with our gals along
Baby's the gal i ever loved so much
I felt so lucky that i nver missed
We've been together since
But i havent seen them since god knows when
Oh oh oh
Oh god I, I
Every memory of looking out at the window
I had the image of us happily together at the court
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of looking at the hillock,
I had the image of us sharing our down times at the altar
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
I miss the times
I cant believe it
So hard to say
Too hard to leave them
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Every memory of looking out at the window
I had the image of us happily together at the court
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of looking at the hillock,
I had the image of us sharing our down times at the altar
Its hard to say it
I dun wanna say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me.
Looking at this, i realised i forgot my New Year Resolutions
1) Get into Local Uni
2) Get my Car license
3) Good fortune
4) Go more holidays
5) Chu ren tou di
6) XXX
7) YYY
I will stick to lucky 7 like YY.. As for XXX and YYY, i prefer to keep it within me.
Happy New Year!
wrote at**``~
