Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Well... didnt really have much to do.. So logged on and decided to blog. Army has be relatively meaningless to me lately.. Itz like i am juz sitting and waiting for my time to come. When asked, 'so hw long more of service u've left?'. Less than 6 mths it is. But it seems like an eternity to me. And i regretting to go for the australia trip. Maybe bcos of the living conditions there.. Maybe itz nt wat i tot it might be. Maybe, maybe and maybes. I was so happy and eager to go initially. Now, i juz wished i wont be going.
Well saw some of my purmei frenz this weekend. Juz felt we werent as close anymore. Maybe itz only me. But the sense of disappointment i have is still there. But there are too much things on my mind. I couldnt care more.
Lately, i'm having gd sleep. I no longer have those weired dreams. And the amount of dreams i have are very little already. Even if i have any, the main character is always the same person. Lately, i had a dream, when i woke up, i realised that the dream is quite meaningless. But wat i concluded from the dream is fear, jealousy and uncertainty. Maybe these are the 3 things i have on the guy in the dream. There are so much which i wish i could juz write down here.. The cries from my heart. But i cant...
Well.. hi to those who've been ghosting ard my blog. Thanks for the support and attention your have been giving in the dark.
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