Saturday, June 04, 2005
Well, beginning to adapt to PRC life. Hwever, felt that my upper study is eating me more and more. Seems like he juz push everything to me to do. And my tolerance is wearing thin. Well, went to send dan liu off on sun. Fucking. take train to tanah merah, no more train to changi airport! den take cab there. Fwah fuck. $8.50! like tat i might as well take cab straight away from hm. damn sianz.den go there only managed to say one happy bday and good bye. haha. wtf. Den monday nite, i had 3 dreams. 2 of which is bad, 1 is damn good. the 1st one was abt the past. dunno why still will dream of her. Maybe itz bcos i read her blogs on sun. but it was a dream tat made me rem so much abt the past. makes me damn sianz. the 2nd one is abt the present. i dreamt tat somebody refuse to tok to me anymore. fwah kaoz. even more sianz. den the 3rd one. the most happy one. I dreamt i struck lottery!! i remembered the no. and bought 4-d. but fucking never open. not even close. 5 bucks wasted. -_-"
hm. today, went played soccer with purmei buddies. Well, he was there. didnt talk to him at all. I wondered, issit things really have to turn out this way? well.. still got this thinking, zhi ji de lu, zhi ji tiao. juz felt sad things have to turn this way. if i were to be put on blame, i accept part of it. But i dun think i deserve the full blame. And i dun think he deserves my apology judging on wat he says. Which is selfish.
anyway, congrats to 43 inch on his results. think that nw, u are getting more religious. if tht helps in ya life, i sincerely feel happy for u. and for ck. haha. seems like u are rather dwn on luck lately. itz all KARMA!!!! wahhahahaha. And pang. ya bday on sunday. haha. ORD cum 21st bday. Tot u wld jio us go BOSS or something.
anyway, juz recieved letter from NTU, ask me fuck off again. Seems like i only 3 options left. SIM, NYP and NIE. i am keen on NIE. Cos while studying, still go $$ take. my fren ask me be PE teacher. Wat the hell man. i have enuff of sweating. I juz wanna be GTO. great teacher Ow! haha.
okie... shall update again b4 i book in.
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