Saturday, May 07, 2005
Finally, my work in medical centre has toned down a bit. The work needed to be done dosent look as messy as in the past. At least, i still can have a plan drawn out to wat's gonna be done. It doesnt look like itz nt gonna end like wat it did in the past. This period of time, i must say, i learnt a lot on my job scope in medical centre. However, physically, i suffered bah i guess. Cos never exercise much. Yupz, most of my 3rd coy frenz have gone to PRC, inevitably, there's a sense of loneliness in the medical centre. BCS da club doesnt have their usual customers, dispense has quieten down, Medical store is nt even opened for service lately. And i have been doing duties and covers till i quite shag these 2 weeks. I guess all these pressure and shagness will gimme a better tolerance to the working world in the future.
Well, on thurs, played basketball with my brothers. Like usual, such times is the most stressless, cheapest and happier times we have. It was fun when we can suan each other, and see each other do stuns. wahha. Den went for supper and den the usual tok cok sessions. Supper and tok cok sessions are the most relaxed things when we do together. Den oso heard a lot of new updates in our lifes.
Fri, went to watch Kingdom of heaven. I am shocked. This is the 1st time i fell asleep in a movie. I watched 1hr, den slept 1 hr and watched the last hr. It was a good movie. But i guess i am jus too shagged le after didnt sleep much for past few days. And on this day itself, someone did somthing that pissed the brotherhood off again. Though we expected it, but we juz cldnt take the rubbish anymore.I shall elobarate more later.
Well, today, doing duty again. Knn. nvm. Den saw my ex 5th coy PL 13 fren, dominic. Well, tok to him the whole morning. Told me abt his life and enlighten me more on the trainings of oversea's commandos. Felt good. Den today duty, i like do nothing. Everything let my fellow duty do. LOlz. felt kinda guilty.
The brotherhood.
Hm.. heard a lot of updates on wong. Heard wat he have done. Well boy, u are improving and i am glad that u are still fighting hard for the chicken rice war. Same goes to cheekin. i noe, u might juz nick it silently. For me, i am still a long way. Felt quite loss. And their recent progress have inevitably caused some pressure on me. Cos i dun wish to lose this war. Maybe i shld buck up.
And recently, i have heard somethings abt exploitation. Hm.. among frenz, wat exactly is exploitation? Is help considered exploitation? How do we define exploitation? I dunno. I only noe that gd frenz will help each other in times of need. Prevent knife stabs for each other. Well, if the brotherhood itself didnt feel a sense of such things, why the hell a 3rd party thinks this way when the person is nt even part of us? does the person noe that the brotherhood cannot be measured? Maybe this sums up the person's own life.
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